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didnt think so...
anyways wtffffff
its only one week into the new year
and already it has been chocked full of self desructive behavior
such as the new motto: letsgetfuckedupanddie
GREAT.
also the highs and lows have been hit
hardhardharddddd
asshole. thank you
if you ever need me
you can find me by the window on the hill
only special kids know
and i dont support the other ones ;]
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| ugh
i set myself up for dissapintment because then i think its impossible for me to ever get hurt
but since baby jesus hates me
he just jixes it
i feel like the queen and the soldier
i DO have committment issues
because im scared of everyone leaving me first
but its not like i leave the first to avoid the impact
i stand there like a
fagoflife
i should be more optimistic & get a job
so i can support my coffee addiction
which is at an all time high right now cuz ive been off the bean for a good 2 weeks
pUJDGKghskgfjsaHJ
and i dont want to work on college essays
and i dont want to go back to school
lets makeout
actually, only if ur russian
because windian children akward beyond life
GOODBYE
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| i uploaded about a trillion of them
(last days of junior year, grads, clubbing, summerrr days, missions, my sara, memorial, dani's party, senior dance fhso, homecoming week/game/dance)
khave fun i'll caption them later
<3
PS: http://www.flickr.com/photos/sym_city
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| this was from liek 2004
i was 14
lets see whats changed...
(::THEN)
(//NOW)
TEN random things about me.
:: in the 8th grade i could recite every single word of the entire script of fellowship of the ring
//hey thats cool! im cool :] i wish i could still do that
:: i dont know how to do laundry
//still true...hahahah im not housewife material. i'll shrink ur boxers (been there done that)
:: i have an obsession about wat shoes ppl wear
//duh. cuz if u have ad shoes no one is gonna sleep with you.
:: i played classical guitar for 3 years
//fucking HIPPIE guitar. fucking hippies! i like to dance. ont eh C building around midnight
:: i dont like talking on the phone
//true.TRUE. hate ittttt. but i'll still pickup. cuz i like you a lot :]
:: i lke peter rabbit
//yea duh. who doesnt.
:: i lie about everything but ppl dont realize itcuz when i tell the truth ppl think im lieing
//haah i remember that! i used to lie about my breakfast. now i just exaggerate and everyone knows! LOl damn
:: i hate rap and ghettoness it should all burn in hell with bush. fuck you g-unit!!
//HAHAAHAHHAH WTFFFF. shittt fool gimmie some 106.1 KMEL ANYFUCKINDAYYY. fgdhjgdjks love that shit
:: i wanna be a professional collage maker ( as a night job) haha
//hahaha. well. i AM pretty pro at making boxes.
:: i cant differentiate daydreams nd lies from reaily, its kinda a hassle
//yeah whatever. i havent changed one bit in the past 3 years
NINE places I've visited.
:: Canada
//ewww...buti know im gonna end up living there. ey!
:: India
//da mothaland
:: The Grand Canyon
//o that was longgg ago. lets change it to NICKLE CITY
:: LA
//emeralds house
:: Mountain View ( HAAHAH!!!)
//or...NOT
:: the bathroom
//ew! im grosssssssss
:: This chinese pizza place...wow that was a one time thing
//HAHAAHHHHH omg. TACO BELL
:: the post office
//wtf. did i not like leave my house? oh this is when i didnt have my babyyy infinity
:: my neighbor's house
//uh. toilet paper please
EIGHT things I want to do before I die
:: sky dive
//ride a whale
:: bungee jump
//go to argentina (the other mothalanddd)
:: go to a rock concert nd be the hotass drummer's gf while all the groupies have their boobs popping out nd im being cool
//wow. i WAS obsessed with sid and nancy wasnt i. i dont liek concerts...akward
:: fly over the bermuda triangle in a private jet
//am still gonna do that. the minute before i die. i want to see.
:: be famous
//fosho
:: wirite a book
//too many ppl have told me i should. i dont think anyone but my therapist would actually read it
:: bitch at someone i truly hate
//k done . i was a timid lil one wasnt i?!?
:: jump off the top of a waterfall
//shittt thats cool.
SEVEN way to win my heart.
:: be in a band
//have a purpose
:: wear the right clothes
// mm...i liek bodies.
:: wear the right shoes cuz i only accept converse nd van slip ons
//be a stoner. but take care of me. not the other way around
:: have cool hair
//a stoner with a brain whos not a vicious liar or a cheating womanizer
:: be funny
//be funny
:: like lotr and play a gameboy
//thats cute. or you could just hold my hand
:: be a spaz....or be british
//shit man i just liek boys. be a boy, I'LL LOVE YOU- i probably already do
SIX things I believe in.
:: fate
//love. make it for yourself
:: myself
//yes. im gonna stop letting myself down
:: the past
//NO REGRETS
:: that there are other things (other than bugs) that we share our world with. i talking bloody mary, ghosts, nd aliens ppl!
//supernatural
:: if your a loser in high school your gonna end up being hot celebrity in 15 years
//high schol
:: keeping your own secrets nd telling white lies
//the stars
FIVE things I'm afraid of.
:: the dark
//being alone. rejection
:: being kidnapped or raped
//failure. depression. never being secure and stable. losing control.
:: that my dog will die
//omg :[ i still have that fear.
:: drowning
//rejection & my inability to let things go
:: SANKES! =O
//that i wont remember this. that we wont be friends forever. that life will go by too fast and i'll have s many regrets. dfgsldhjsgljgflas SENIOR YEAR. fuk lets do this.
FOUR favorite items in my bedroom.
:: johnny depp poster
//sid vicious & johnny depp posters
:: my desk nd everything on it
//GO TROJANS
:: the giant collage of hot stuff on a GIGANTIC bullitain board
can we talk about my car? it hs MUCH more interesting stuff in it
:: everything on the wall behind my desk ( back to the fuure frisbee, barbie frisbee, mean girls poster, degas painting, lotr everything, portrait of me i got done by a tiny azn dood in a mall in canada)
//haah i still have all that. tore everything down cuz i was gonna paint my walls but theni didnt. so i lost all my sex pistols/theclash/blondie/bowie pictures.
THREE things I do everyday.
:: brush my teeth
//HAHAHA. u mean SHOWER?
:: watch gilmore girls
//ive missed the past 2 weeks of friday night lights, gilmore girls, and lost. shoot me
:: listen to my musica
//think about you
TWO things I am trying not to do right now.
:: care less wat everyone thinks
//WASETE MY TIME ON XANGA AND MYSAPCE SO I CAN STOP FAILING AT LIFE AND DO MY HW
:: not do my hw
//drink so much coffee. spend so much money on food
ONE person I want to see right now.
:: johnny depp or santa clause
//this boy i know
holy shit im so superficil! its disgusting....haha o well, SHOES MATTER
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